i figured since the beautiful and oh so talented Mellow-Hale has put a link to my page on hers, i had better do something to show that i am not a made up person. i am real. just very very very lazy. this isnt the first time i have thought about putting something up on this page. but im bored. so i figured i would give insight to who i am to anyone who wants to read.

WARNING: i haven't slept in well over 24 hours so this may not be coherent. there are probably many typos and grammatical errors in this post. please disregard.

i am a decent artist (or so everyone tells me). the problem is no inspirado. and i have to be in a creative mood. i have found that deadlines are good for me. Also when people ask me to do something for them it makes the creativity flow. for example: my sister asked me to paint a backdrop for my niece's birthday. i hadn't drawn, let alone painted, in years. but within a few days i had a pretty decent 4 foot tall backdrop of SpongeBob SquarePants in jellyfish fields.

i bought a tablet thinking that if i did i would have to draw more. then i realised that i was just lying to myself. lol. i have used it 3 times if that.

anyway... more about me. im in college. i should have graduated by now. but when you have skitzophrenic(is that how you spell that?) fits every other year and decide to change majors all the time you tend to get delayed. i started out as a video game design major with an emphasis on the art side. you know creating characters and the like. then decided that taking online classes for something that is mostly hands-on is a bad idea. so i changed schools and majors. decided to become an art teacher. that was good for a year. decided that it was a poor life decision to stay with a job choice that tops out a 50k a year even if it would have been fun. i thought about psychology. settled on computer science. i know what your thinking. who goes from an art degree to a science degree? to completely different things, you know? well lets just say im a man of all talents...

i deliver pizza for a shitty pizza place. its uber-expensive and is located in a town thats going down the shitter. looking for a new job that is fun, allows me to act slightly immature, and has some focus on my current major. that job doesnt exist though so ill take something fun. oh whats that? that doesnt exist either? well damn.

im 22 and have more aches and pains than my grandma. i messed up my back the other day doing absolutly nothing and spained my ankle twice in a month. maybe its bad luck. who knows.

now for somthing positive to lift my spirits(and yours if you are still reading). like i said im 22. i live with my wonderful girlfriend Mellow-Hale. we just moved into our new apartment a week ago. its very spacious and very close to school. i am a pretty easy going person. i enjoy video games. just picked up mass effect again and just finished [prototype]. i thoroughly enjoyed both of those. i start school in a few days and for once i cant wait to get back to it.

well i think this is a pretty good time to cut this off. best to end on optimism.